Master Key, Week 1 again.

So here I am. It has been a year but it feels like groundhog day. Still facing the same issues that got me started in this course last year. For the new members I am sure that sounds very discouraging.  It is not so. I believe that the answer is within and the MKMMA is the Master Key to bringing it out to light.

This year I intend to take things slower and be more deliberate and conscious when I am doing the exercises. Last year I was rushing thorough them to get them done. I read everything, I did everything but my mind was constantly busy and worrying about something else.  It isn’t any different this year. All of the issues that I could worry about last year they are still there and are worst, a lot worst. I could choose to just give up and wait for death but not ready for that yet. I am not talking about physical death but the death of my soul. That slow painful daily death that those who give up on their dreams live.